Libra

I didn't deserve to be looked at

I didn't deserve to be cared about

I didn't deserve the compliments

I didn't deserve to be loved

But why I can't help but feel happy 

When you looked at me, when you cared

When I hear your compliments

When I felt loved

I didn't deserve it, I don't want to

Yet my heart is still yearning for more

Please make it stop, please don't

Please leave me alone, please wait

I can't but I want to

I can but I wouldn't

Wanting to curse myself as I let you drowned in me

And curse you for making me drawn to you

If only I'm egocentric

I want to be held by you

I'm longing for you

But I am not

There's a thin line I really can't cross

Frankly, the guilt within is killing me

Nevertheless, you keep me alive

Can't you see? I'm just an antagonist that needs to be defeated

I already know I'm the worse, no one can change that

This sin, maybe karma will haunt me after time

Am I ready? I don't think so

You didn't deserve me, I am sure

But if I wished on a meteorite to forgive me one thing

That I'll do but never regret

Want to embrace you until sunrise

And feel your warmth one last time