Nicotine

My beloved Nicotine

You're so addictive

Even I know it's a misdeed

It is still tempting

One taste is already enough

For me to long for more

I was forbidden

But still want you

I've tried to stop

Yet I found myself coming back

I need to limit myself

Needed to keep my distance

But my demons inside

Are keep screaming

Depleting the space

Craving your presence

Maybe, just maybe

Cherishing the times

Times that I can steal

And living the moments

Borrowed from kismet

The end is already written

In the book I'm leading

It's not a fairy tale

Nor happy ending

But I know, I am sure

The pain will be worth it